Returning Back

Returning back is a good feeling... I hated FUCKING UK... I had a massive trauma... Then, I could never achieve to balance my emotions and decrease my worries at all... If there had been one small opportunity, IT SHOULD HAVE HAPPENED. It had been 11 months and I will return back NEXT WEEK... How does it FEEL? To be HONEST, I JUST WANT TO GO OUT ONCE A WEEK AND SLEEP!!! I'm mentally drained, tired and FUCKED UP!!! I have no idea if I WILL GET MY DEGREE... WELL, FUCK IT TOO... IT WAS A DIRTY MONEY OF A DICK HEAD MAN NAMED KEANU REEVES... HE PAID ALL THE MONEY AND HIS MONEY GAVE ME NO CHANCE TO STAY IN FUCKING UK... ANYWAY, I AM RACIST!!!:)

About Keanu, for a millionaire he paid very LESS money to me... LOL LOL LOL!!!

FUCK HIS MONEY AND FUCK UK... I met no one, I had no friends... I had no job... I never enjoyed being a STUDENT... Will I go abroad ever again? FUCK NO... I will never pay for fuckers anymore... I still want to do MY PHD... In my own country, I will MAKE IT... Suppose that one day, I get married and my husband has to work in overseas... I swear on my grandmother, I will get a divorce... I will never go to another country... My REAL PLACE IS TURKEY... AS A TURKISH PERSON, I DO BELONG TO TURKEY... Look, whatever shits I DID AS A STUDENT IN ANOTHER CITY IN TURKEY, I COULD NOT DO ANY SHITS IN UK... SO, what's the point to COME HERE AND STUDY ONE FUCKING YEAR AND GIVING LOTS OF MONEY FOR A VERY LAME EDUCATION? OF COURSE, I AM FUCKING PISSED OFF... THAT IS LIFE... FUCK UK... FUCK UK... FUCK UK... FUCK UK... FUCK UK...

Well, I never came here to FIND A BF anyway... However, I came here to find someone TO USE to stay in UK... My plan has failed... That is the only guy left for me: EX!!! I get into his mind USING KEANU ENERGY and I RAPE HIS MIND TO RETURN BACK TO ME... A little bit, he is OPENED UP... LOL LOL LOL... THANKS TO REEVES, I AM A FUCKING GOOD MINDFUCKER... I LOVE TO RAPE HIS MIND... HE SAYS I LOVE YOU... I BROKE HIS BEING CLOSED UP... HE SAYS I LOVE YOU A LOT... WHILE I RAPE HIS MIND, I KINDA PLAY WITH KEANU AS WELL... LOOOOOOL.... I SUCK HIS SEXUAL ENERGY, I ALLOW HIM TO SUCK MY SEXUAL ENERGY... I MESS THE ENERGIES UP... I am not a nice PERSON... SORRY ABOUT THAT... LIFE IS A SHIT, THEN BE A REAL SHIT...:)

I MAKE LOVE WITH MY EX ON ASTRAL... I MAKE LOVE EVERY NIGHT... I DIRECT REEVES ENERGY ON TO HIM... HE CAN'T RESIST ME!!! However, when I return back, he won't be in Turkey... He is in USA... Only GOD KNOWS WHEN HE WILL RETURN BACK TO TURKEY... I CURSE HIS MOTHER TO PASS AWAY FOR YEARS... THE BITCH IS SICK, BUT SHE DOES NOT DIE... LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL...

Thus, I need to wait a few years more for my ex to return back to TURKEY... His mother will pass away... He has to come back for her FUNERAL... She is a fucking widow CUNT!!! LOL LOL LOL So, I am glad to return back HOME... About my MASTER PROGRAMME, I DO NOT FEEL I WILL GET THE DEGREE... I MIGHT RETAKE THE DISSERTATION... FUCK ITTT... LOOOOOOOL LOOOOOOOOOL LOOOOOOOOL...

At the end of the day, when there is NO HOPE, YOU JUST FACE IT... With lots of clothes, it is a bit hard to pack things up AGAIN... Life is weird, maybe I may meet another famous man and he can pay me his dirty money. Then, I MIGHT GO TO USA... THEN, I MIGHT FIND MY EX BF... That's my new goal... I won't go to usa TO STUDY... Just for a cheap course...IF I EARN, I WILL MAKE IT... THAT IS ALL...

GOODBYE FUCKING DISGUSTING SHTTY UK... THESE ARE THE LAST DAYS... IN THE LAST MINUTE DO I BELIEVE THAT A MIRACLE CAN HAPPEN? BITE MY ASS DICKHEADS... LOL LOL LOL LOL THERE IS NO WAY TO STAY... ANYWAY, I TRIED MY LUCK TO THE LAST MINUTE,SO NO REGRETS...

BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE

HAVING ANOTHERRRRRRRRRR NEUROTIC ATTACK BADLY... I HOPE TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY!!!!

MUPPET GIRL:)