tribute to MISERY

At least, I HAVE SAID EVERYTHING TO THE INSANE MAN. WHAT DID IT CHANGE? AS ALWAYS, NOTHING. Of course, we will never TALK as we used to. I guess I TELL EVERYTHING to the people I LOVE, BUT IN RETURN THEY CAN'T CHOOSE TO BE MINE. IT IS DIFFICULT...

I have lots of MISERIES... I will be just OK. Regarding my EX, I watched a TV RPOGRAMME today. LOL! WHAT CAN I DO? I HAVE NOTHING TO DO IN LIFE... 

AFTERWARDS, THE MAN SAID IF THE PERSON LOVES YOU AND LEAVES YOU ALONE ON THE ROAD, THAT IS A TYPE OF LOVE NOT EVERYONE CAN CARRY WITH. HOW TRUE! HE COULD NOT CARRY ME ON THE ROAD OF LOVE... FUCK HIM...

I WAS THINKING TO MESSAGE MY EX, BUT HE IS NOT WORTH IT. INSTEAD, I FOUND A WAY TO TALK TO THE INSANE MAN. HE NEVER LEFT ME ALONE ON THE ROAD OF LOVE BECAUSE HE HAD NEVER CHOSEN ME. IT IS A GOOD EXPERIENCE FOR ME NOT TO BE CHOSEN...

THE ONES WHOM CHOSEN ME WERE GONE TOO SOON. THE ONES WHOM CAN NEVER CHOOSE ME ALWAYS FIND A WAY TO LEAK INTO MY MISERABLE LIFE.  THE OUTCOME IS I AM ALWAYS ALONE AND I AM NOT SUPRISED ABOUT SUCH A TRAGIC OUTCOME...

REGARDING MY EX, I STARTED PRAYERS TO COMMUNICATE WITH HIM. I COMMUNICATED WITH THE INSANE MAN. I DO NOT KNOW HOW THIS PRAYERS CAUSED ME TO TALK TO HIM. 

OVERALL, LOVE IS NOT FOR ME TO CARRY WITH AS WELL...

MISERY IS WHAT I ALWAYS WISH FOR BECAUSE IT IS EASIER TO DEAL WITH YOUR OWN MISERIES RATHER THAN DEALING WITH LOVE.

THE END OF THE STORY!!!

NOW HE STOPPED TO BOTHER ME A BIT...

SHOULD I SAY THANKS?

JUST LEAVE ME ALONE...